[The question's snapped back fast, more desperate - frustrated - than angry. What can help him now? What does he even deserve? He doesn't know who he's supposed to be now, but he's not this friend Steve Rogers asks him for. Bucky Barnes died a war hero and all the shell of him that's left is capable of doing is making Steve watch him die all over again.
He'll figure it out, eventually. He has to. Figure out that he's hoping too much from something that's empty and hollow inside.]
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[The question's snapped back fast, more desperate - frustrated - than angry. What can help him now? What does he even deserve? He doesn't know who he's supposed to be now, but he's not this friend Steve Rogers asks him for. Bucky Barnes died a war hero and all the shell of him that's left is capable of doing is making Steve watch him die all over again.
He'll figure it out, eventually. He has to. Figure out that he's hoping too much from something that's empty and hollow inside.]
What do you want from me?